Just a girl locked in a room with no one to talk, spelling her feelings and sharing her life. There's no big deal on it, but maybe this can be the start of some good things, and we always can get one more spoon.
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Aloha Oh. My. God. I have no clue about what should I write. I have already done an entry about my day (OH MY GOD, SHE'S SO BUSY. Yeah, I know. Calm down), and I don't have any idea about what shall I do now. Normally, I think about some topic and then I develop the whole text about it, but my head has turned into a blank space today. I'll be back in 2 minutes with a good idea. Well, I took 10 minutes but I got it. Yesterday, my best friend and I were talking and he made me an interesting question. "What would you do if you were the owner of the world? I know exactly what I would do. Do you know the song "Imagine" by John Lennon? Of course you do. I would do exactly what he told in that song. I don't think that's impossible- I don't actually know why there are so many people who never thought about it. I know that's an uncommon case of short entry, but I don't think I need to add anything more. The music says everything.
One of the most exciting Glee's performance's, in my opinion.
Hey hey! How are we going this dawn? So, today was a boring lazy day, but I'm not here to talk about myself now. I spent the last months waiting to watch The Age Of Adaline, and this day finally came! I can tell you, I'm really happy right now. I just watch the movie, and I'm not disappointed. Blake is amazing, I love her! I was a bit frighten scared because I knew that, at some point, I could look at her and see Serena from Gossip Girl instead of Adaline. It took 30 seconds till I fell in love with Adaline's history. The whole cast was so gorgeous, all the details, everything looks beautiful in this movie. I know that it may not be a new thing for the most part of you, but the movie just debuted in my country this week, so I may be a little late, but anyway here's what I think: if you haven't watched The Age Of Adaline till now, you have to RUN and watch Blake being as stunning as she always is. Plus: I'm not getting anything to make all this advertising, but I'm actually addicted to movies, and sometimes I feel like I've had watched all the good ones, so I get really excited when I watch a really good movie. Now all I want is Pitch Perfect 2. Well, I'll end this short entry and write about the topic of the day (treat is as a bonus :D) Xoxo, Maia
Hi folks :) Today was a mess. I almost forgot to write. My mall is going ok but I'm a little lost right now.It's just too much details and I'm just like, Oh God, I need some sleeping time. But ok. In the last days, there's someone I'm missing a lot. The history is: I met a boy last year; he was like my mirror (sorry, Justin Timberlake, but it was the perfect comparison!), and when we met, we used to get together everyday, the whole day. He liked the same things than me, we could talk per hours, it was never enough. We made a lot of plans together, we would join the college together, we would read the same books, you know, that kind of thing that just happens once in a hundred years and you know that you found your soul sister. He wasn't even that handsome, if you're thinking "of course, she fell in love with some model". But he was beautiful at my view. Then, one day, with no reason, he just left me. It took many weeks to raise my head again, to get out of my bedroom, to stop crying before sleep. My mom was really worried about me, so I used all my efforts to seem better. But I for months I just couldn't stare the mirror. More then a year passed now, and it still hurts the same. I had the chance to, 2 months ago, ask him the reason why he did all those promises that he never meant to keep, why he made me love him like that if he never really meant to stay with me and he told me "I don't know. I thought you would rather to have spent some time with a cool boy like me than spent a long time with any idiot". He's wrong. We had less than a month together, and let him go was just the hardest thing I've ever done. If I had spent that time with any other stupid boy, I would be ok. I would get over it. But knowing that I found someone, that I had the time of my life with him, and that I lost it for no reason is something I can't get over. To be honest, this is the first time I write the blog while crying. But now you know about my history, and it's time for me stop crying like a big baby and spell my words for the day. There will come a time in your life, when you'll realize that you're something beautiful in someone else's world. And when it happens, you must be honest with her. And if you know that you found your mirror, then hold her/ him and be sure to never let it go. I know that this word, "mirror", may look weird. We don't think about other people as a mirror- but trust me, you'll know what I mean when you find your soul mate. So enjoy this moment. But if you don't feel the same about this dude, try to be honest. You may hurt him, maybe he/ she will need some time to work it out. But it'll be better that make some feeling grow up and then... You know, put it down. The wound caused by a broken heart, it heals faster than the wounds caused by the lies. I can tell you, with no doubt, that the second kind of wound is just too hard to heal. So yeah, you must think about yourself first, to see what you want. But don't forget to think about your partner's feelings too. Everybody hurts. What a sad blog entry today. I'm sorry if I pushed my feelings through my hands, but I really need to sleep and the only way for me to do it is writing. I just wanna finish telling you: think a little more before breaking someone's heart. Maybe you're into it. My first music option today was A Lonely September, by Plan White T's, but I decided to change now. You know that feeling: "my song, my band, and I forbid you to listening it". So I'm bringing this old amazing song by Natalie Imbruglia :) Hope you enjoy it!
Hi people! Well, today was a kinda crazy day to me. I started as everyday, waking up late, in bad mood and things like that. Then, I was checking my Facebook news feed and some interesting thing was sent to me. I took some time making a search on web and boom! I found out an opportunity. I'm starting my own online shops. Yeah. I know I'm not this kind of person but OMG I'm so excited!!!! I love internet and fashionable things and now I'm just starting my own mall! I'll work hard to see some progress, even today I've spent a good time creating a slogan, a page, you know, all those merchandising things to make it happen. So today I wanna share with you the feeling we all have some times. We all have the job of our dreams or some things that we're infinitely in love with. In my case, it's all about internet, shoes, all this kind of thing. Now let's talk about you. How many times did you thought about something you would like to do or work with, and you just ended up realizing it was so, so far away? I'm sure that, sometimes, in your mind, there's a lot of thing and you're like "ok, not possible, next...", don't you? But many times, we just need a little improvement. I'm not saying it's easy, neither that everything gonna be ok in your first trial. Maybe we will have to work a little better, do a little more, maybe after some days I'll realize it's not working as I waited. But if I start trying since now, maybe till the end of this year, I'll get some new thing. You can't say you can't do something if you never tried, you certainly already got a "no", so you have to try your best to change it for an "yes". Think a little about the time in which we're living right now. You can do everything in the internet. Yes, everything. Including learn how to sing, buy a car or even start your own business. It depends on you. I believe that everyone has some talent, you're sure good in some thing. And if you're a "online" person, you know that much things are starting in Facebook pages. Many people are discovered on Youtube, many people are having the time of their lives pushed by web. So can you. What's your talent? What do you know? Think about it just a little bit. Ask for some help (there's always someone ready to give you some advice. Anyone? No one? HEY, I'M HERE!). Just try to imagine yourself, in 3 years, doing what you love, happy in your own skin. Do you know what it will be? I'll let you know: It'll be FABULOUS. So let's try, give yourself a chance :D Anyway, if I don't get it right now, gives it a hell. I already know where to start, what I must do, so I'll sure be the lucky one in the next time I try it. And I can tell you since now: I WILL TRY AGAIN. Our spoon today is... Gorgeous. She talks by herself. The stunning Katy Perry.
Hi little potatoes :) Well, here's the thing. Everyday, I try to see myself as a good person, think about how people can be stunning without being perfect. It such a mess in my head right now. I always had a problem with my weight, and I know that I'm not the only one with such issue (Hell ya, the world doesn't turn around my fat ass) but everyday is a little war. Today I decided to try lose some weight again, even knowing it's almost impossible, because I just can't lose weight. But that's not the matter right now. I would really enjoy to have a normal day, and I believe that a lot of people would love it too. I mean, I'm not a super hot model. I'm just another nerd locked in a room somewhere in South America all day long, playing on computer, watching tv shows and blah blah blah. But think how amazing would it be just go outside and see the sun, walk peacefully, listen music and see people- and just smile at them, as any other person. Now I know you are doing one of the things listed below: rolling your eyes, thinking how depressive and dramatic are the young folks, OR thinking about how we could do it when we don't know how to feel ok with ourselves. So here's a little news for you: WE CAN DO IT!I mean, obviously, a lot of people will stare at you and reflect about how lazy you are or about why you're so skinny, and how you're damaging your own health by just accept who you are. But really, there is nothing wrong with you. We all have issues to deal with, and EVERYONE may have some health problem sooner or later, it doesn't matter age, skin color, weight, religion, money and etc. We all need to deal with our own problems, heal our own diseases and things like that. Nobody is free. It doesn't mean we should just eat all the fast foods and wait for a heart attack with a smile on our faces, my point is: don't be ashamed of yourself. You can do everything, and, if you're not hurting anyone or being a bad person, then nobody have the right to tell you a word about it. You must allow yourself to use whatever you like, being fashionable or not, skinny or not, tall or not, black, white, indian, man, woman, young or old. Being yourself is not a shame. Being yourself is beautiful. I know that technically, I don't have the necessary self-esteem to say these things. But I'm trying to get better everyday, to see more than just my flaws when I look into the mirror. Isn't easy when you don't know how to start- or even what are you doing. I don't know how to do it, and I don't even have someone to ask about it. Some days are better than others, some nights I cry a lot, but I won't give up (at least not right now). So I invite you to join me. Nobody said it will be easy, but it may be worth the effort. As promised, I'll let bellow the music of the day. I really enjoy Colbie's songs, her voice is so clean and reassuring, and when I first heard this music was just magical. This song brings exactly what I meant in this post. So here's our spoon of the day.
This is an amazing song, and I hope it'll brighten your day! :D
Xoxo, Maia.
Hello. I know that's a ton of blogs around the world. And I don't think this one will really make a big difference in this whole thing (but it will do some difference for me). I'm a 22 years old girl, kinda depressive and a little bored. I believe that, when we don't know how to express ourselves with our voices, we can do it using our hands. That's what I am trying to do now. I would like to say that it doesn't mean an easy thing for me to do. I used to just shut my thoughts, and just yesterday, I take a decision to put them in a blog. But the problem when you have just a lot of thoughts is that you really don't know what thing you should spell first. So I wanna start by telling you how I wanna do it. In my mind, every feeling brings me some music. Yeah, it's a weird thing, but believe me. There is a lot of people who think in figures (they use to draw or take pictures to express their moments. So that's the thing. In every post in this blog you may find a link for some video on Youtube, so we can both share a musical view about it.
I also bring a link down bellow to Youtube, where I'll always updating with bands and singers that I really appreciate. For the start, I choose a mix of genders, starting with Sam Smith (I really love him, he's amazing) and endding in Halestorm (That girl is so gorgeous). I believe that the bands of this first selection has a lot do to with the things I wanna show.
For now, there's just a little presentation of this new project, and I really hope to keep on it. If everything went ok, tomorrow I'll be prepared to put everything in order here. For now, I'll let this great song that brings me a lot of feelings. Take one more spoon of Christina Perri.
Let's stop a minute to think about this song. Amazing.
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